boredom by way of tears

this is an emo day. i am sad. my roommate left to go to somebody's cabin and spend the night. sounds fun. im supposed to be in nashville with my annie right now, but boys are stupid. gah i hate chad right now. whatever. last night sucked too. people just piss me off. especially players. gah that ryan guy was a joke. what was i thinking? stupid christin. i'm so bored. just sitting here in my dorm not wanting to do my mountains of homework. bleh. i want to hit something right now. i need to take a shower. i feel gross. argh. boys. i hate them. homework. i hate that too. boredom. it's the worst thing ever. i need to get out and meet people. i need new friends. i'm tired of being called a 'ho' and being disrespected. that's not cool. i don't know why i've put up with it so long. i wish my guy friends knew how to treat women. ha. that's funny. i'm out.

-cw-